Today.....after school...dead tired after conducting a so-called house practise with my green house children...i was jolted after hearing some unexpected news from Mum......
I found out from her conversation....that there are people whom i know....my aunt....,my cousin....my long distance relative.... are now...either on the process of divorce or just got the big D...
This news struck a chord in me....stirred my already settled emotions.....but alhamdulillah...i am already strong by now....cause surprisingly...tears didnt flow naturally as of previous cases before....the mention of any thing pertaining to the Big D..will result in me...shedding tears...
I guess....i might have move on a step further from where i last stop....which i believe is a good sign......to get a life and move on with life...positively and meaningfully...
But, hearing this news...make me realise that i am definitely not alone....as a single mum..as a divorcee....i guess the stigma attached when u are labelled as one...is not as bad as last time...where its a sort of tabboo....
thinking back...around our circle of friends...we would at least know about 2 who are divorced..is this normal??? the rate is going up.......is there something wrong somewhere???
with modernisation....is this one of the consequence that comes along with it....??
hmmmm........i wonder....is it better to stay single.....?
cause i realise that 'marriage is after all a GAMBLE,,,....either u win or u lose...
if u are afraid to take risks....then dont 'GAMBLE'....
personally,....i feel that when 'gamble'...though i thot i am on a winning streak..all these while..
it didnt dawned upon me that i might lose the game at the end of the day...
but seriously....i did not regret 'gambling' cause i know that while i 'gamble' i have done my best in the game.....to my utmost ability...
Another question now....should i be afraid to 'gamble' again? or try taking another risk?
Only God knows....wat's in store for me in future!!!
Rite now, I pray for the best of happiness to my son, my parents, my frens, my siblings, and myself..InsyaAllah..
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